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Epistle and others

by Mana Aghaee, Leila Farjami

EPISTLE

Hello my dear,
I write this letter to you
as the night stretches on.

The hour is
four stars shy of morning.

A bird pecks at my left eyelid.

Sara lies beside the box of toys
like a tranquil doll,
from her innocent smile
It is clear she is dreaming
of koloocheh1 and a kite.

If you are wondering about me,
I am OK.
Today marks a full year
since I took to sewing.
I thread the long days
of anticipation,
baste tiny stars of hope
to the night’s black skirt.

At times my eyes brim with tears
for no reason,
and a place near my heart
feels a piercing ache.
Otherwise
everything remains
as before.

Around here
you had witnessed the rising prices,
the unemployment,
now homelessness has added itself.
They say prostitutes
rent gravestones.
Brothers behead each other
for coupons.

Your mother was here yesterday.
She still wore black.

The rest visit now and then.
They are well, yet none speaks
of anything
but cars and investments.

My dear,
my handwriting is ugly—
pardon it
with your own beauty.

The palm you planted
grows with each day.

If you are able,
write a letter
or phone,
send a cloud
from that silent sky
of exile.

I am not claiming
It will rain
with two drops.
I only know
it has always been wet
after your departures.
  1. A traditional Iranian cookie filled with date paste, walnut, or spiced sugar ↩︎

EARTH

There are roads
broken from the world,
people
scattered by wind
days
called oblivion.

Come—
come with me,
so I may show you a bombed city
hidden behind the brief headlines
of the morning paper,
the alleys that emptied
as we slept.

Do not say—
do not say windows always open
face to face,
that the sky is the same blue
everywhere.

Not all children
reach home.

Earth is not only
our childhood quarter.


HIDE AND SEEK

Let’s return
to the first days of rain.
Let’s run.
Let’s close our eyes,
call to each other
anew.

Hide under the school benches
a little while.
Count backward.
If you find us too soon,
we promise to reveal
which song deceived you,
and how this bird
traveling so far
is someone’s childhood.

What are you doing
behind those trees?

Don’t be afraid.

These shadows are us,
with you—
we’ve come from the past
to catch you off-guard
through branches and leaves,
just like old friends.


Artwork courtesy of Youssef ElNahas

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