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Postmarked by Fate & A Bride

by Sandeep Kumar Mishra

 

 

A child arrived on a doorstep last Tuesday morning, wrapped in a weathered bag, bearing a worth of stamps, and wearing the weight of a mother’s longing. The child was not lost. The child was not abandoned. The child was sent.

The postman, accustomed to parcels of paper and ink, hesitated at the sight of the scrawny boy, his limbs poking through the bag’s frayed edges like misplaced postage. “It is not every day,” said Deepak, the postman in question, “that you deliver a letter who can speak.”

The boy, unnamed in official records, had been placed in the care of the Indian postal system by a mother with no ink, no paper—only a message too urgent to be left unsent. “Perhaps she thought words would not be enough,” mused Deepak, slicing a piece of national fruit of India and pressing it into the child’s palm. “Perhaps she believed the message had to breathe.”

With every step of the journey, the boy became more letter than limb. The postmaster at the district office, unimpressed and unamused, wrinkled his nose as he affixed a delivery slip to the child’s forehead. “One cannot return a letter once it has been stamped,” he muttered. And so, into the cavernous belly of the sorting center the child went—buried in a sea of ink-scented envelopes, tucked between whispered secrets and confessions unsent.

Darkness. Then movement. Then stillness. Then, again, movement.

When light returned, it was in an unfamiliar city light—thin, grey, hesitant. The air carried no trace of mangoes, only the sterile chill of a city devoid of warmth. A pale-faced postmaster, his fingers smelling of ink and impatience, examined the boy but did not truly see him. He traced a gloved hand over the stamps, lips pursed, then waved the postman on.

The final stop: a doorstep veiled in morning fog, a brass knocker dull with time. The impatient knock. The shuffle of feet. The door creaking open. And there, standing on the threshold of two worlds, was the recipient of the letter—

A father, long gone. A father who had left not knowing he would be followed. A father whose hands trembled as they touched the skin of a child now lined with invisible ink, the unspoken words of a woman who could not send paper, only flesh.

He reached out. The boy did not move. The father did not read. And yet, in the silence between them, the message was received.

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A Bride

There are dresses woven with lace, with pearls, with ribbons—and then there is the dress Sandy wears, stitched not just with silk but with salvation, sorrow, and the threads of a war that refuses to loosen its grip.

Her wedding gown, a whisper of white, is made from the very parachute that saved her groom’s life. A paradox in fabric—a relic of descent repurposed for a day of ascent. The hem drags like a ghost behind her as she steps into the chapel, the train billowing like the canopy that once unfurled above the French countryside, bearing Lieutenant James Foster safely from a sky on fire.

“Falling and rising, rising and falling,” she murmurs as she fingers the gown’s delicate seams, the weight of memory heavier than the silk itself.

James’ survival is an anecdote often recounted but never fully spoken—a story told in fragments, in half-swallowed syllables, in the way his eyes glaze over when the wind rushes against the glass. He had jumped from the flaming wreckage of his plane, plummeting through smoke, through silence, through sky. He had braced for oblivion, but the parachute yawned open, yanking him backward, cradling him in its fabric embrace. Below, the lavender fields stretched like an ocean, and for a fleeting moment, as he drifted downward, he thought himself safe.

But war is a cruel architect. His co-pilot, Tom, was still in the cockpit when it spiraled—metal shrieking, sky swallowing steel. When the plane hit the earth, it did not crash; it bloomed—flames unfurling like petals, black smoke curling like vines. The parachute that saved James became the shroud that marked his friend’s death.

Now, years later, that same silk, bleached and bright, is wrapped around Sandy’s frame. A dress of devotion, of irony, of obligation. A dress that bears both the weight of love and the specter of loss.

The reception hall hums with laughter, with the clinking of glasses, with the perfumed air of peonies and rosewater. And yet, beneath the chandeliers, beneath the smiles, there is something else—a quiet gravity, a presence unseen. James’ hand tightens around hers, his grip just shy of desperate. She wonders if he is bracing against the memory, the phantom pull of a parachute strap against his chest. She wonders if he is still dangling, still waiting to land.

Later, when the music fades and the guests depart, the dress—shed like a second skin—rests in a heap on the chair, the silk rippling in the moonlight. Sandy watches as James traces the fabric with trembling fingers, as if searching for the ghosts stitched between its seams.

She listens to his breath hitch, to the quiet unraveling of his resolve, to the tears he does not try to stop. And when he clutches her hand, she holds on—tighter, tighter, as if she, too, is a parachute, and he is still falling.

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Artwork Courtesy of our featured Artist Hassan Zahreddine

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